All of a sudden you changed

what are you who are you; what do you want in life

that you can't really find right here where I am

You were here all of a sudden gone and never returning

what ever you want is here and will always be here

 I choose you; you don't have to dance, laugh, or play alone

 I'm here to do all that with you and will always be here

Believing in something is always the best thing to do therefore,

Faith will let us meet again you will find new friends wherever 

But will never find a friend like me who is welling to do all for you

I will just tell you don't worry about me I'm doing just fine 

When you return you will find me waiting on you as you left me, go on

I just wonder how one's feelings can fall apart that fast

sometimes I ask myself if the feelings were even there

I'm not saying I wish I never met you because I learned a lot 

but I'm saying how come I didn't let it pass instead of crashing in it

Go on my dear enjoy it, but I'm hopping you'd return

Unexplainable love

You said it again and again

when will you truly mean it?

I had this beautiful dream that you were my king

Until I woke up and found out I was dreaming

when the dream was over 

thats when reality sets in

We humans are scared to get hurt, we can't take the pain

We prefer to fall in love in our dreams than in a real life

We will always be together

until our dreams die forever

Then I can't see you anymore because, you won't be in my dreams

then the reality kicks in, and you're by my side I look at you hoping 

That what you're telling me aren't lies, 

hoping I can read between the lines 

I was always contemplating whether your love is real or not 

With you its really hard to see who you are and how you feel

I sit around and hope for happiness

Wondering if you're the one to give it

To heal a broken heart, is not an ordinary choice you suffer to heal

Depressing yourself is not a rightful way to heal your broken heart

I thought it was love, but lied to myself

believing you was the mistake I made

I don't understand how you can be so indecisively cruel; do you care for

my well being, or if this is just an illusion to fill temporary satisfaction

I haven't found anyone better for me than you
and I'm too stubborn to call you on the phone

How did we even get in to this mess that we can't escape from

we'll see each other again and if that chance happens I'd give it a shot

Disappointment.

Disappointment is something we all run from, but it can hit you in the head

Once a disappointment hit you in the head like a thunder storm

It's better to walk away then stay if you don't want it to happen again

Most of us don't even bother to run away from it instead they go back to it

The only disappointment that hurt the most is "LIES"

When the one you love just sit there and lie in front of you

My heart has a block over it that is now fading away

I am beginning to trust you again bare in there with me

I'm trying really hard to show you that I forgive you for disappointing me

Your promise is, "never to hurt me again," I was once hurt badly

 I hope you love me as I should be loved, treat me as I should be treated, respect me is the first of all

 I don't want you to disappoint me at all show me that you're not who they say you are

When a person says they're changed might as well give them a second chance

We all deserve it, but if you don't improve the second time please don't bother the third time

How will I be sure that you will not do the first and the second

I tell you I want it, and when I said it I meant it there was one thing that was missing

If you were to look me dead in the eye you would have read it

I want to be loved, I want happiness never disappointment again

If I'm happy I want you to be happy along with me thats all I want

Based on what I know about you people like you are GIVERS

That is one thing I learn from you that made me give you another try

If you disappoint me again I will lose all I have for you

The respect, love, feelings, etc.

You gave me your promise and I will keep it in my heart

When you prove me wrong I will then understand and know that

people can really change from their mistakes

Will be waiting to understand the misunderstanding 

Forgiveness

We're all human beings, and in life we make mistakes that are bigger than us. 

Sometimes we make the mistake of ruining one's reputation.

We may apologize for our sayings and actions, but we can't change what we did

Forgiveness is a humorous thing, yet it warms the heart and cools the sting,

but will not take the pain away if you keep them in your thoughts

they said, "think before you speak," as you can see there is a reason for it

You shall think at all times because your words can hurt others.

You seek for FORGIVENESS; you get it, yet make the same mistake

I tell you a person will forgive you once or twice 

don't try to take their their politeness for granted 


forgiveness is such a simple word, but its hard to do.

 when one is trying to forgive you after a disappointment

don't be surprised if they have "what if questions"

Once you break the trust circle it will take them almost years to recover

To trust again means, "you won't disappoint me"

If you can't Forgive and forget then you have a decision to make 

What I see.

When I turn and give you a look, I see this amazing person hiding in the back. My voice wants to scream out loud to tell that person to come out, but I hold back. The world is beautiful, so are you. I want you to take the chance to understand the other side of life because it seem like you only know one. My side haven't yet been understood and I would love for you to try to understand me.I have tried with all my being to make you understand my side of the town you will love it after you experience it.If I could have just one wish, I would totally want to be in your kind boat and go far far away with you. The look you give me makes me melt I might not show it, but I melt in the side. A gentle word like a spark of light,Illuminates my soul that is why you belong around here. You're my man, I'm the jewel in your crown, and you're the light to my lovely heart.I am lost in your magic sometimes I wonder if you feel my heart beating within your chest. I think of you every morning and dream of you every night my love for you will never change no matter what you do. I love you so deeply deeper than the word deep itself,I love the sound of your voice,and the way that we touch. Express your thoughts and feelings to me I want you to say things that you never said before. When you say them make sure you mean them and I shall melt when you express them.

I Truly Miss You!

You know and I know.

You know deep down that I care about you and been wanting to work things out but it looks like you're in a different world than I am. I hope everyday and think every day about you sometimes I wonder if I ever cross your mind. You were the one that helped me define myself and knew exactly who I was. I can't do anything but thank you for everything you have done for me. You will always be my friend and I will always be there for you in any kind of way. I have always thought about you through my teenage years hoping that things will go the way I'm planning them to, but they didn't. I hope life gives you what you want because I want nothing but the good for you . you hurt me so bad but I still have much love for you. people like you are the people we should have around because you made me learn so much about how different we can all be. I thought you were the same as the rest but you're totally different which I like about you. some times I just think you over do things in a way but what can I say if it makes you feel better than that's all that matters. 

Regina Akej

Too smart.

I am too smart for your nonsense that you're trying to put me through. You made me believe that you're the one for me but yet worry about your past life. what's the point of you being in my life when all you think of is what she will say. I had enough of everything and I'm not here to play I'm here to live my life the proper way if you're not welling to then just step out as you stepped in simple as that. You sit here calling me baby but yet you're not concern about my feelings or what I would say, question: "what do you take me for huh?" I believe I'm a fool for falling for things that you say I just can't believe you right now. You think you're "slick," but honey you can be slick all you want because at the end of the day the truth will always come out some how. If you're looking forward into your life to be perfect then you have to for get the past and focus on the present because the past will always be past. Present is what matters at the moment but yet you want to worry about the past that has nothing to do with you anymore. I want life to treat you good and I want nothing to come your way but joy, happiness, and everything that's good. Both of you are confused I hope one day y'all get y'all's life together and enjoy instead of trying to mess up someones life.