Wishing.

We wish but sometimes we don't get what we wish for
I have wished for so many things
I notice that God is not trying to make my wishes come true
I believe he has a reason why he's not making them happen
Maybe what I wish for is not good for me
He knows what's best for me and I don't
So I will let him do what's right for me
When you go through pain you will always be rewarded at the end
I went through pain of loving you
I suffered everyday thinking about you
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as I'm thing of you.
I wish and wish and nothing comes
I wonder when will it finally come to reality
All I do is dream about things we did together
Sometimes I wonder if you remember them
I use to always say I want to fall in love
But now that I am I want the old me back
because the love I'm in is not worth anything
How do you fall in love with a person that doesn't love you back
I just wish I could understand who you are because as of now
I have no idea who I'm dealing with
I'm I playing with fire or is fire burning me without knowing
I want nothing but you but if you don't want me why I'm I wasting my lovely time
I have been giving a chance to live longer than others but,
I am not using it right, I need to start using my time the way I'm supposed to
I have been wasting my time thinking of you
Wondering what it is about you that just makes me wanna be with you
I love you unconditionally and will always love you.