Disappointment.

Disappointment is something we all run from, but it can hit you in the head

Once a disappointment hit you in the head like a thunder storm

It's better to walk away then stay if you don't want it to happen again

Most of us don't even bother to run away from it instead they go back to it

The only disappointment that hurt the most is "LIES"

When the one you love just sit there and lie in front of you

My heart has a block over it that is now fading away

I am beginning to trust you again bare in there with me

I'm trying really hard to show you that I forgive you for disappointing me

Your promise is, "never to hurt me again," I was once hurt badly

 I hope you love me as I should be loved, treat me as I should be treated, respect me is the first of all

 I don't want you to disappoint me at all show me that you're not who they say you are

When a person says they're changed might as well give them a second chance

We all deserve it, but if you don't improve the second time please don't bother the third time

How will I be sure that you will not do the first and the second

I tell you I want it, and when I said it I meant it there was one thing that was missing

If you were to look me dead in the eye you would have read it

I want to be loved, I want happiness never disappointment again

If I'm happy I want you to be happy along with me thats all I want

Based on what I know about you people like you are GIVERS

That is one thing I learn from you that made me give you another try

If you disappoint me again I will lose all I have for you

The respect, love, feelings, etc.

You gave me your promise and I will keep it in my heart

When you prove me wrong I will then understand and know that

people can really change from their mistakes

Will be waiting to understand the misunderstanding 

Forgiveness

We're all human beings, and in life we make mistakes that are bigger than us. 

Sometimes we make the mistake of ruining one's reputation.

We may apologize for our sayings and actions, but we can't change what we did

Forgiveness is a humorous thing, yet it warms the heart and cools the sting,

but will not take the pain away if you keep them in your thoughts

they said, "think before you speak," as you can see there is a reason for it

You shall think at all times because your words can hurt others.

You seek for FORGIVENESS; you get it, yet make the same mistake

I tell you a person will forgive you once or twice 

don't try to take their their politeness for granted 


forgiveness is such a simple word, but its hard to do.

 when one is trying to forgive you after a disappointment

don't be surprised if they have "what if questions"

Once you break the trust circle it will take them almost years to recover

To trust again means, "you won't disappoint me"

If you can't Forgive and forget then you have a decision to make 

What I see.

When I turn and give you a look, I see this amazing person hiding in the back. My voice wants to scream out loud to tell that person to come out, but I hold back. The world is beautiful, so are you. I want you to take the chance to understand the other side of life because it seem like you only know one. My side haven't yet been understood and I would love for you to try to understand me.I have tried with all my being to make you understand my side of the town you will love it after you experience it.If I could have just one wish, I would totally want to be in your kind boat and go far far away with you. The look you give me makes me melt I might not show it, but I melt in the side. A gentle word like a spark of light,Illuminates my soul that is why you belong around here. You're my man, I'm the jewel in your crown, and you're the light to my lovely heart.I am lost in your magic sometimes I wonder if you feel my heart beating within your chest. I think of you every morning and dream of you every night my love for you will never change no matter what you do. I love you so deeply deeper than the word deep itself,I love the sound of your voice,and the way that we touch. Express your thoughts and feelings to me I want you to say things that you never said before. When you say them make sure you mean them and I shall melt when you express them.

I Truly Miss You!

You know and I know.

You know deep down that I care about you and been wanting to work things out but it looks like you're in a different world than I am. I hope everyday and think every day about you sometimes I wonder if I ever cross your mind. You were the one that helped me define myself and knew exactly who I was. I can't do anything but thank you for everything you have done for me. You will always be my friend and I will always be there for you in any kind of way. I have always thought about you through my teenage years hoping that things will go the way I'm planning them to, but they didn't. I hope life gives you what you want because I want nothing but the good for you . you hurt me so bad but I still have much love for you. people like you are the people we should have around because you made me learn so much about how different we can all be. I thought you were the same as the rest but you're totally different which I like about you. some times I just think you over do things in a way but what can I say if it makes you feel better than that's all that matters. 

Regina Akej

Too smart.

I am too smart for your nonsense that you're trying to put me through. You made me believe that you're the one for me but yet worry about your past life. what's the point of you being in my life when all you think of is what she will say. I had enough of everything and I'm not here to play I'm here to live my life the proper way if you're not welling to then just step out as you stepped in simple as that. You sit here calling me baby but yet you're not concern about my feelings or what I would say, question: "what do you take me for huh?" I believe I'm a fool for falling for things that you say I just can't believe you right now. You think you're "slick," but honey you can be slick all you want because at the end of the day the truth will always come out some how. If you're looking forward into your life to be perfect then you have to for get the past and focus on the present because the past will always be past. Present is what matters at the moment but yet you want to worry about the past that has nothing to do with you anymore. I want life to treat you good and I want nothing to come your way but joy, happiness, and everything that's good. Both of you are confused I hope one day y'all get y'all's life together and enjoy instead of trying to mess up someones life.

Lord Please Forgive Me I Admit I Am A Sinner.

Heavenly Father I ask for your forgiveness I know I am a sinner. I have done wrong since I was born, all I ask for is your forgiveness please for give me and protect me. You are the greatest God of  all Gods who protects us and help us on every problem we face. I really don't know anything you the only one that knows what I'm going through, what I will do next, and when will be my day. I am suffering father please take care of me I want you to help me make my decisions I want you to guide me to the right direction. If I don't run to you when I'm going through some problems who will I run to father who will I run to. Sent me an angle to protect me and guide me I don't want to be a sinner anymore father I don't want I want you to please help me. What will I do now what will I do. Thank you so much for protecting me all these years I have been alive Please forgive me. I love you Lord and the name of our savior lord Jesus I write this.

Wishing.

We wish but sometimes we don't get what we wish for
I have wished for so many things
I notice that God is not trying to make my wishes come true
I believe he has a reason why he's not making them happen
Maybe what I wish for is not good for me
He knows what's best for me and I don't
So I will let him do what's right for me
When you go through pain you will always be rewarded at the end
I went through pain of loving you
I suffered everyday thinking about you
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as I'm thing of you.
I wish and wish and nothing comes
I wonder when will it finally come to reality
All I do is dream about things we did together
Sometimes I wonder if you remember them
I use to always say I want to fall in love
But now that I am I want the old me back
because the love I'm in is not worth anything
How do you fall in love with a person that doesn't love you back
I just wish I could understand who you are because as of now
I have no idea who I'm dealing with
I'm I playing with fire or is fire burning me without knowing
I want nothing but you but if you don't want me why I'm I wasting my lovely time
I have been giving a chance to live longer than others but,
I am not using it right, I need to start using my time the way I'm supposed to
I have been wasting my time thinking of you
Wondering what it is about you that just makes me wanna be with you
I love you unconditionally and will always love you.