I saw him

So I saw this guy and I thought he was so HOT
I tried my best to talk to him, well I did
He was sweet and everything but i had a problem
I couldn't continue talking to him because I think...
I still like this other dude... I know it's very hard
But He's the one I wanted to be with 
I didn't want to waste my time well his time too
So I had to let it go even though he is HOT 
They said "Don't look for LOVE in faces and places"
But yet I still do, life comes with a lot that you don't want
But you have to go through them because it's part of living
I understand giving and taking CHANCES is a great thing
I still can't take the chance of faking that I'm happy
When I'm not even near it 
I just hope people will understand how much you love them
To be honest i have never felt like this in my whole life
I just don't get the reason why I'm feeling like this
Sometimes I ask myself and people how does love feel?
But you don't fall in love for no reason 
They said "LOVE is when you think about one person constantly"
Well I think about this one dude all the times does that mean I'm in love?
Not sure because we had noting going but we just know each other
Never did anything to make me fall in love with him
I don't get love but I will love to fall and know the feelings
If I can do anything right now I will try to get that dude by my side
He's amazing, cute, polite, and outgoing just what I want
Well If its meant to happen then it will but if not then I guess not