Pain you put my heart through

I sit here with my heart in pieces 

Acting as if everything is "OKAY" with me

You hurt me and I reward you

How long will we be like how we are?

I have nothing but love and you have nothing but hate

Deep down in my heart you're not who you say you are

I may tell you to change but you will ask me this question

"Who are you to tell me I needed to change?"

I could answer your question but there is no need to

Since you claim to be someone you're not

I will take the blame for everything 

For letting things go the way they went 

If i didn't agree to what you said then 

My heart was never going to be broken as it is right now

Well, I never had love for you but you made me love you

I have never thought of it this way but you made me believe

I swear i think of you every day and God knows 

I talk about you to my friends 

One of my friends once said

"Regina you're stupid" and now i know what she meant 

Why have a secret heart when you know you will not be living for long

We all have amount of time to live 

I lost my teenage years because of you

My time have been wasted by you

But hey I will not be the little girl you knew 

I am now a grown young lady who knows whats best for her

I can't be treated like crap any more

I be came smarter than I was 

Every time you look into my eyes i see this amazing person

Who has so much to give but afraid to 

Sometimes you have to take a never taken path

That's how people grow to be better people

I will not say I will love you for ever but I will until good comes my way

I hope you realize that you will be losing the best thing

I LOVE YOU!