College!

I am beyond excited about college but I'm scared at the same time my friend told me not to be scared but i still am. well let me clarify that I'm not scared of the school work but scared that i will fall for everything, there is really no need of explaining what i mean because you guys should automatically know. I don't want to get hurt that is what i'm afraid of . college life is right around the corner for me and i think about it every day since i got the message from the school telling me i should come in and start my dorm room stuff. Sometimes i ask myself  "what I'm I doing"? I kind of know what I'm doing, I'm trying to better myself at all kinds of levels. i hope things will go well for me even though I'm scared of being hurt. Moving on with my life is what i have in mind but the fear is holding me back, maybe when I'm on my own i will do everything the way i want and when ever i make mistakes i will always learn from them.

Regina Akej

It's all about Jane

"ALL EARS"

Where do i start with this girl? well let me just say what ever i got to say about her (the good of course).
It's funny how we met, when i first saw her i was like ummm this girl is crazy even though i thought i was. We became friends in a way we got closer when we went to high school together i was a freshmen and she was a senior. we skipped classes together, never apart in the hallways, and we got in trouble together. from that point it was just about Her and I we didn't care what people would say, we tell each other "as long as it's not true lets not worry about it". Jane and I have regrets but as we always say "It is what it is" let me just say the summer of 2009 was the worse summer ever but we made it through. We talk about everything pretty much she tells me what i got to hear and i do the same. She's the only girl that is just here for me no matter what the situation is well that is not the only reason why i care about her, I care about her because she's an amazing person who has a great personality and beautiful from the outside and the inside. It's hard to find someone that is that real people are all fake i mean she is not PERFECT because no one is, but she hasn't done any wrong to me and I am very thankful to have her and call her my bestfriend. I cry on her arms, i ask when i needed help, call when I am hurt, and i tell what my heart want me to tell her and she's always there to help or listen. I can sit here all day writing about her and i will not run out of words to say about her but these are just little stuff i have to say about her for right now.

It's all you honey                                                  :)                                        Me love you                         

let

let it be first and not last that you look into my eyes
And say things that you never said before
let me be who i want to be
let me find who i am
let me go find trouble
And hopefully that trouble will let me know i have done wrong
let me claim who i want to claim
let me be fake if thats what you want to call me
let me be ugly if thats what you think of me
let me be dirty if thats what comes in your mind 
let me wild out and may i know i am
let me say i love you if i really do
let me kiss you if i feel like i want to
let me change you because i believe i can
let me get a chance if it's possible
let me take you where you never been before
let me rock your world as they say
You and I will never, they say never say never
But i may say NEVER  in this case you and i will never be apart
You may part me but i will never part you
I will not stop until i get what i want.
I may be crazy but isn't that what I'm know for
I shall not let what made me who I am fade away
You made me who i am that is why i want you, 
Because of you my life have changed 
Because of you i feel pretty 
let it be first and not last that i say this to you. 


Regina akej

As I

As I sit here and wonder, where will life take us after this? where will we be? many of us believe that they will be in heaven but the question hit us back like this. Have we done what we're supposed to do on earth? sometimes I ask my self...self whats the point of us on earth but I never answer myself because I don't know the answer to that question. We all want to look nice in front of our friends but where will that take you, to be honest NO WHERE I myself should take this as well. We all want to be perfect we may or can act like we are but at the end of the day NO ONE IS PERFECT. Most of us think that they're the most perfect people in this world you know what we call those people HYPOCRITES because there is no such thing as "I'm perfect" well that is just what i had in mind just had to let it out.
thanks for reading!
Regina Akej

you think loving you is easy?

You think loving you is easy? you think me doing things i shouldn't be doing to get you is easy? if you thought so then you thought wrong. I believe i have wasted my time in some BULL, i wish i have never known you.I really wish I had someone to guide me to the right path but unfortunately I'm an UNLUCKY person. I do what i can just to make you happy but all you do is return it to me in a mean way. I'm sorry but i think i have to leave you alone because I don't think you're worth anything but wasting my time. Some times i wonder if you really know that you be hurting people's feelings just because your feelings were never hurt don't mean you got to hurt mine you're full of it and i can't put up with it. At the end of the day call me crazy but I still LOVE YOU i really don't think i will get over you but everything will be great at the end because everything has an ending .