Wishing.

We wish but sometimes we don't get what we wish for
I have wished for so many things
I notice that God is not trying to make my wishes come true
I believe he has a reason why he's not making them happen
Maybe what I wish for is not good for me
He knows what's best for me and I don't
So I will let him do what's right for me
When you go through pain you will always be rewarded at the end
I went through pain of loving you
I suffered everyday thinking about you
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as I'm thing of you.
I wish and wish and nothing comes
I wonder when will it finally come to reality
All I do is dream about things we did together
Sometimes I wonder if you remember them
I use to always say I want to fall in love
But now that I am I want the old me back
because the love I'm in is not worth anything
How do you fall in love with a person that doesn't love you back
I just wish I could understand who you are because as of now
I have no idea who I'm dealing with
I'm I playing with fire or is fire burning me without knowing
I want nothing but you but if you don't want me why I'm I wasting my lovely time
I have been giving a chance to live longer than others but,
I am not using it right, I need to start using my time the way I'm supposed to
I have been wasting my time thinking of you
Wondering what it is about you that just makes me wanna be with you
I love you unconditionally and will always love you.

Brave or pretending?

                                 
why in the world can't you face the truth? You're lying to yourself big time you might not realize it now but I guarantee you it will hit you sooner or later. my part is I have help by sticking around and making sure you were making the right decisions but unfortunate you don't really care which upset me about you. You're the type that just do to "FIT" but sometimes you can't try on pants that's not your size because they will fall off or they will refused to go up and they can also embarrass you in front of others so I tell you my dear be careful. So its on you to pick one and live with IT. we are not getting any younger we are growing and part of growing is taking chances, making changes, and making choices that are right for you. some times I wonder if you know what is out there, what could go wrong. The attention we go for are always bad because people before us had their experiences they will give us attention just to mess us up but we fall for it thinking they love us or care about us. I just want to let you know that the GOOD is here and the will always run after you and the GOOD will not give up what so ever just thank the GOOD for being here because without the GOOD you will not be happy so run on until you hit your head against the wall and when that happens turn around and the GOOD will be standing right by your side and that's when you will know that this GOOD is a GOOD for real.