Life

I have became into a realization that,

No matter how polite and giving you are

Life always have something bad or good for you

One thing you're going to have to understand is to

Accept what it throws at you and be proud that you have

Experienced it now, then later. No one was promised with good or

Bad things to enter their life, they were promised that things

Will just happen so, learn to accept life and it's beauty 

In life people should all be given chances and give chances

The more chances you give and get the more you'll understand

Life and the beautiful side of living which people fail to see

The best part of living is falling in love with a random person

Many of us humans take love as a competition, but it's not

Falling in love with someone is not about winning someone

And it's also not about winning a relationship, When it comes to love

No one wins, falling in love is about being happy for you and them

Because you know you've loved someone from the bottom of your heart

True love is a decision to take a chance with someone

Give chances and accept chances because no one is perfect

You can sit there and say you're waiting for the right person

If no one is perfect and all humans are equal and make mistakes

Where will that special person you claim to be out there come from

Never let fear blind you from seeing the beauty of life and the offerings

Love forever give and take chances that life throws at you everyday. 

I love you!

That one I love you, he says
Never fall for it until it comes with
Actions and not just simple ones,
But the ones you would ask yourself
He did all of these things just for me?
Keep in mind that a person will say
Anything just to get something from you


They can simply say they love you, but 
At the time it didn't mean anything at all
Is better for the two of you to fall and fall out
Than falling in yourself and give it your best
When he's not giving it his best and if he is
Then he's doing it to get what you have
Even though it's hard to find the perfect one
Just wait and he will show up by your door


Never show a man your weakness 
Because your weakness is yours...
Not for anyone else to know and use it
They will use it against you of course 
We love to hear what we want to hear
Sometimes what we want to hear is...
Something we shouldn't, but it is what
The ear wants, when it's unnecessary
Simply hear it from the right and let out on the left
Just never fall for that ONE "I love you"
That you have been wanting to hear
Let him say it and mean it not just say it.

Heart

She's a little thing, but when she loves,
She loves from the bottom of herself
She even forget who she is or what she deserves
She doesn't have a limit when it comes to love
She's welling to love all if she didn't have a partner 
Who thinks for her and see what is right or wrong


The heart always wants something and the mind jumps in
Asking herself weather to follow the heart or not
The quote of "follow your heart" why when you follow it
You end up somewhere far far away from where you were
Everyone is bigger than the heart, yet we follow what she says
Keep in consideration that the heart just loves to love
One thing you can do is use your mind to set everything straight
You shouldn't fear to love, but use your mind to collect facts


The good part about your heart is, it never gets mad no matter what 
Therefore, its your mind's job to get mad and force the heart to be
Just like how your parents are tough on you when they think;
You're heading to the wrong direction. The mind just acts the same
There are many who get taken advantage of and those are the ones 
Who don't think, they keep going back to the people who hurt them
Once you take a sit with your mind, think about what you went through
Then you will know how to stop your heart from loving that person
That doesn't mean you're going to hate them you're simply learning  
Not to LOVE nor HATE since both words are the strongest words


When I said, "not to love" I basically mean 
Before you jump into love make sure you're sure
Meaning you have thought it through using your mind
Before you follow the heart itself because if you 
Follow your heart before thinking you could be going deep
When you're hurt learn to forgive who hurt you and never
Give them your heart 100% if you decided to give them another chance
You don't want to get hurt again then don't try another path with them
If they did before then there is no guarantee they won't do it again
Use your mind to protect your heart.

No bad lucks.

When you feel like you're in a locked cage

You can always find the key and unlock it

People may blame everything on a bad luck or God

You should be the one blaming yourself 

Because if you didn't do something

Nothing like what happened would have never happened

 I know you may disagree with me but its the truth

 lets say you're going through a few problems

If you keep thinking about them and not do anything

Then you're doing nothing but depressing yourself

 so beat your negative thoughts into positive actions

 That's the only way to solve whatever it is you're facing

There is an easy way to get rid of negative thoughts

 simply do what you enjoy doing to block the thoughts

Beautiful People

I would start off with good people only, but in this world 

GOOD or BAD people do exist keep in mind 

There are time changes where the Good could turn Bad

Bad could turn Good, so keep your eyes open

Love all and remember to trust very few

Your heart is the most important part in your well made body

also protect your heart from good or bad people

As I said the good can easily turn on you

Even though good or bad people are around

they're still humans and all humans are beautiful people

Being good doesn't mean you don't do bad

Being bad doesn't mean you don't do good we all do both 

never let your lips call out someone as a bad person 

And forget what you could be good at some times

At some point you the good person can be dirty 

I myself learned to love all and not trust all

Let me tell you how this world is a nasty place

Your own family (blood) can absolutely turn on you

forget the outsiders life on this earth is not easy

I want all to know that we're all beautiful because

there are times where we will do the same as others

(good or bad) we're still the same people who

were made in one man's hands

Bad could be good Good could be bad

Just know that we're all BEAUTIFUL people

All of a sudden you changed

what are you who are you; what do you want in life

that you can't really find right here where I am

You were here all of a sudden gone and never returning

what ever you want is here and will always be here

 I choose you; you don't have to dance, laugh, or play alone

 I'm here to do all that with you and will always be here

Believing in something is always the best thing to do therefore,

Faith will let us meet again you will find new friends wherever 

But will never find a friend like me who is welling to do all for you

I will just tell you don't worry about me I'm doing just fine 

When you return you will find me waiting on you as you left me, go on

I just wonder how one's feelings can fall apart that fast

sometimes I ask myself if the feelings were even there

I'm not saying I wish I never met you because I learned a lot 

but I'm saying how come I didn't let it pass instead of crashing in it

Go on my dear enjoy it, but I'm hopping you'd return

Unexplainable love

You said it again and again

when will you truly mean it?

I had this beautiful dream that you were my king

Until I woke up and found out I was dreaming

when the dream was over 

thats when reality sets in

We humans are scared to get hurt, we can't take the pain

We prefer to fall in love in our dreams than in a real life

We will always be together

until our dreams die forever

Then I can't see you anymore because, you won't be in my dreams

then the reality kicks in, and you're by my side I look at you hoping 

That what you're telling me aren't lies, 

hoping I can read between the lines 

I was always contemplating whether your love is real or not 

With you its really hard to see who you are and how you feel

I sit around and hope for happiness

Wondering if you're the one to give it

To heal a broken heart, is not an ordinary choice you suffer to heal

Depressing yourself is not a rightful way to heal your broken heart

I thought it was love, but lied to myself

believing you was the mistake I made

I don't understand how you can be so indecisively cruel; do you care for

my well being, or if this is just an illusion to fill temporary satisfaction

I haven't found anyone better for me than you
and I'm too stubborn to call you on the phone

How did we even get in to this mess that we can't escape from

we'll see each other again and if that chance happens I'd give it a shot

Disappointment.

Disappointment is something we all run from, but it can hit you in the head

Once a disappointment hit you in the head like a thunder storm

It's better to walk away then stay if you don't want it to happen again

Most of us don't even bother to run away from it instead they go back to it

The only disappointment that hurt the most is "LIES"

When the one you love just sit there and lie in front of you

My heart has a block over it that is now fading away

I am beginning to trust you again bare in there with me

I'm trying really hard to show you that I forgive you for disappointing me

Your promise is, "never to hurt me again," I was once hurt badly

 I hope you love me as I should be loved, treat me as I should be treated, respect me is the first of all

 I don't want you to disappoint me at all show me that you're not who they say you are

When a person says they're changed might as well give them a second chance

We all deserve it, but if you don't improve the second time please don't bother the third time

How will I be sure that you will not do the first and the second

I tell you I want it, and when I said it I meant it there was one thing that was missing

If you were to look me dead in the eye you would have read it

I want to be loved, I want happiness never disappointment again

If I'm happy I want you to be happy along with me thats all I want

Based on what I know about you people like you are GIVERS

That is one thing I learn from you that made me give you another try

If you disappoint me again I will lose all I have for you

The respect, love, feelings, etc.

You gave me your promise and I will keep it in my heart

When you prove me wrong I will then understand and know that

people can really change from their mistakes

Will be waiting to understand the misunderstanding 

Forgiveness

We're all human beings, and in life we make mistakes that are bigger than us. 

Sometimes we make the mistake of ruining one's reputation.

We may apologize for our sayings and actions, but we can't change what we did

Forgiveness is a humorous thing, yet it warms the heart and cools the sting,

but will not take the pain away if you keep them in your thoughts

they said, "think before you speak," as you can see there is a reason for it

You shall think at all times because your words can hurt others.

You seek for FORGIVENESS; you get it, yet make the same mistake

I tell you a person will forgive you once or twice 

don't try to take their their politeness for granted 


forgiveness is such a simple word, but its hard to do.

 when one is trying to forgive you after a disappointment

don't be surprised if they have "what if questions"

Once you break the trust circle it will take them almost years to recover

To trust again means, "you won't disappoint me"

If you can't Forgive and forget then you have a decision to make 

What I see.

When I turn and give you a look, I see this amazing person hiding in the back. My voice wants to scream out loud to tell that person to come out, but I hold back. The world is beautiful, so are you. I want you to take the chance to understand the other side of life because it seem like you only know one. My side haven't yet been understood and I would love for you to try to understand me.I have tried with all my being to make you understand my side of the town you will love it after you experience it.If I could have just one wish, I would totally want to be in your kind boat and go far far away with you. The look you give me makes me melt I might not show it, but I melt in the side. A gentle word like a spark of light,Illuminates my soul that is why you belong around here. You're my man, I'm the jewel in your crown, and you're the light to my lovely heart.I am lost in your magic sometimes I wonder if you feel my heart beating within your chest. I think of you every morning and dream of you every night my love for you will never change no matter what you do. I love you so deeply deeper than the word deep itself,I love the sound of your voice,and the way that we touch. Express your thoughts and feelings to me I want you to say things that you never said before. When you say them make sure you mean them and I shall melt when you express them.

I Truly Miss You!

You know and I know.

You know deep down that I care about you and been wanting to work things out but it looks like you're in a different world than I am. I hope everyday and think every day about you sometimes I wonder if I ever cross your mind. You were the one that helped me define myself and knew exactly who I was. I can't do anything but thank you for everything you have done for me. You will always be my friend and I will always be there for you in any kind of way. I have always thought about you through my teenage years hoping that things will go the way I'm planning them to, but they didn't. I hope life gives you what you want because I want nothing but the good for you . you hurt me so bad but I still have much love for you. people like you are the people we should have around because you made me learn so much about how different we can all be. I thought you were the same as the rest but you're totally different which I like about you. some times I just think you over do things in a way but what can I say if it makes you feel better than that's all that matters. 

Regina Akej

Too smart.

I am too smart for your nonsense that you're trying to put me through. You made me believe that you're the one for me but yet worry about your past life. what's the point of you being in my life when all you think of is what she will say. I had enough of everything and I'm not here to play I'm here to live my life the proper way if you're not welling to then just step out as you stepped in simple as that. You sit here calling me baby but yet you're not concern about my feelings or what I would say, question: "what do you take me for huh?" I believe I'm a fool for falling for things that you say I just can't believe you right now. You think you're "slick," but honey you can be slick all you want because at the end of the day the truth will always come out some how. If you're looking forward into your life to be perfect then you have to for get the past and focus on the present because the past will always be past. Present is what matters at the moment but yet you want to worry about the past that has nothing to do with you anymore. I want life to treat you good and I want nothing to come your way but joy, happiness, and everything that's good. Both of you are confused I hope one day y'all get y'all's life together and enjoy instead of trying to mess up someones life.

Lord Please Forgive Me I Admit I Am A Sinner.

Heavenly Father I ask for your forgiveness I know I am a sinner. I have done wrong since I was born, all I ask for is your forgiveness please for give me and protect me. You are the greatest God of  all Gods who protects us and help us on every problem we face. I really don't know anything you the only one that knows what I'm going through, what I will do next, and when will be my day. I am suffering father please take care of me I want you to help me make my decisions I want you to guide me to the right direction. If I don't run to you when I'm going through some problems who will I run to father who will I run to. Sent me an angle to protect me and guide me I don't want to be a sinner anymore father I don't want I want you to please help me. What will I do now what will I do. Thank you so much for protecting me all these years I have been alive Please forgive me. I love you Lord and the name of our savior lord Jesus I write this.

Wishing.

We wish but sometimes we don't get what we wish for
I have wished for so many things
I notice that God is not trying to make my wishes come true
I believe he has a reason why he's not making them happen
Maybe what I wish for is not good for me
He knows what's best for me and I don't
So I will let him do what's right for me
When you go through pain you will always be rewarded at the end
I went through pain of loving you
I suffered everyday thinking about you
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as I'm thing of you.
I wish and wish and nothing comes
I wonder when will it finally come to reality
All I do is dream about things we did together
Sometimes I wonder if you remember them
I use to always say I want to fall in love
But now that I am I want the old me back
because the love I'm in is not worth anything
How do you fall in love with a person that doesn't love you back
I just wish I could understand who you are because as of now
I have no idea who I'm dealing with
I'm I playing with fire or is fire burning me without knowing
I want nothing but you but if you don't want me why I'm I wasting my lovely time
I have been giving a chance to live longer than others but,
I am not using it right, I need to start using my time the way I'm supposed to
I have been wasting my time thinking of you
Wondering what it is about you that just makes me wanna be with you
I love you unconditionally and will always love you.

Brave or pretending?

                                 
why in the world can't you face the truth? You're lying to yourself big time you might not realize it now but I guarantee you it will hit you sooner or later. my part is I have help by sticking around and making sure you were making the right decisions but unfortunate you don't really care which upset me about you. You're the type that just do to "FIT" but sometimes you can't try on pants that's not your size because they will fall off or they will refused to go up and they can also embarrass you in front of others so I tell you my dear be careful. So its on you to pick one and live with IT. we are not getting any younger we are growing and part of growing is taking chances, making changes, and making choices that are right for you. some times I wonder if you know what is out there, what could go wrong. The attention we go for are always bad because people before us had their experiences they will give us attention just to mess us up but we fall for it thinking they love us or care about us. I just want to let you know that the GOOD is here and the will always run after you and the GOOD will not give up what so ever just thank the GOOD for being here because without the GOOD you will not be happy so run on until you hit your head against the wall and when that happens turn around and the GOOD will be standing right by your side and that's when you will know that this GOOD is a GOOD for real.

CONFUSION.

You and I are different people, I believe we're confused. There will be that one day you will make me understand you and I will also make you understand me. I know we all want things that we think are good for us but listening to what you said made me think twice about you. Why do you want something that you won't find? I know you can't answer this but hope you think about it. The best thing a human being can do is to sit down and realize that they will not be living forever so take every chance you get in life if you choose please choose wisely because this world doesn't come with a PERFECT PACKAGE. You either try your best to make it perfect or deal with it without trying.