All of a sudden you changed

what are you who are you; what do you want in life

that you can't really find right here where I am

You were here all of a sudden gone and never returning

what ever you want is here and will always be here

 I choose you; you don't have to dance, laugh, or play alone

 I'm here to do all that with you and will always be here

Believing in something is always the best thing to do therefore,

Faith will let us meet again you will find new friends wherever 

But will never find a friend like me who is welling to do all for you

I will just tell you don't worry about me I'm doing just fine 

When you return you will find me waiting on you as you left me, go on

I just wonder how one's feelings can fall apart that fast

sometimes I ask myself if the feelings were even there

I'm not saying I wish I never met you because I learned a lot 

but I'm saying how come I didn't let it pass instead of crashing in it

Go on my dear enjoy it, but I'm hopping you'd return

Unexplainable love

You said it again and again

when will you truly mean it?

I had this beautiful dream that you were my king

Until I woke up and found out I was dreaming

when the dream was over 

thats when reality sets in

We humans are scared to get hurt, we can't take the pain

We prefer to fall in love in our dreams than in a real life

We will always be together

until our dreams die forever

Then I can't see you anymore because, you won't be in my dreams

then the reality kicks in, and you're by my side I look at you hoping 

That what you're telling me aren't lies, 

hoping I can read between the lines 

I was always contemplating whether your love is real or not 

With you its really hard to see who you are and how you feel

I sit around and hope for happiness

Wondering if you're the one to give it

To heal a broken heart, is not an ordinary choice you suffer to heal

Depressing yourself is not a rightful way to heal your broken heart

I thought it was love, but lied to myself

believing you was the mistake I made

I don't understand how you can be so indecisively cruel; do you care for

my well being, or if this is just an illusion to fill temporary satisfaction

I haven't found anyone better for me than you
and I'm too stubborn to call you on the phone

How did we even get in to this mess that we can't escape from

we'll see each other again and if that chance happens I'd give it a shot

Disappointment.

Disappointment is something we all run from, but it can hit you in the head

Once a disappointment hit you in the head like a thunder storm

It's better to walk away then stay if you don't want it to happen again

Most of us don't even bother to run away from it instead they go back to it

The only disappointment that hurt the most is "LIES"

When the one you love just sit there and lie in front of you

My heart has a block over it that is now fading away

I am beginning to trust you again bare in there with me

I'm trying really hard to show you that I forgive you for disappointing me

Your promise is, "never to hurt me again," I was once hurt badly

 I hope you love me as I should be loved, treat me as I should be treated, respect me is the first of all

 I don't want you to disappoint me at all show me that you're not who they say you are

When a person says they're changed might as well give them a second chance

We all deserve it, but if you don't improve the second time please don't bother the third time

How will I be sure that you will not do the first and the second

I tell you I want it, and when I said it I meant it there was one thing that was missing

If you were to look me dead in the eye you would have read it

I want to be loved, I want happiness never disappointment again

If I'm happy I want you to be happy along with me thats all I want

Based on what I know about you people like you are GIVERS

That is one thing I learn from you that made me give you another try

If you disappoint me again I will lose all I have for you

The respect, love, feelings, etc.

You gave me your promise and I will keep it in my heart

When you prove me wrong I will then understand and know that

people can really change from their mistakes

Will be waiting to understand the misunderstanding 

Forgiveness

We're all human beings, and in life we make mistakes that are bigger than us. 

Sometimes we make the mistake of ruining one's reputation.

We may apologize for our sayings and actions, but we can't change what we did

Forgiveness is a humorous thing, yet it warms the heart and cools the sting,

but will not take the pain away if you keep them in your thoughts

they said, "think before you speak," as you can see there is a reason for it

You shall think at all times because your words can hurt others.

You seek for FORGIVENESS; you get it, yet make the same mistake

I tell you a person will forgive you once or twice 

don't try to take their their politeness for granted 


forgiveness is such a simple word, but its hard to do.

 when one is trying to forgive you after a disappointment

don't be surprised if they have "what if questions"

Once you break the trust circle it will take them almost years to recover

To trust again means, "you won't disappoint me"

If you can't Forgive and forget then you have a decision to make