Unexplainable love

You said it again and again

when will you truly mean it?

I had this beautiful dream that you were my king

Until I woke up and found out I was dreaming

when the dream was over 

thats when reality sets in

We humans are scared to get hurt, we can't take the pain

We prefer to fall in love in our dreams than in a real life

We will always be together

until our dreams die forever

Then I can't see you anymore because, you won't be in my dreams

then the reality kicks in, and you're by my side I look at you hoping 

That what you're telling me aren't lies, 

hoping I can read between the lines 

I was always contemplating whether your love is real or not 

With you its really hard to see who you are and how you feel

I sit around and hope for happiness

Wondering if you're the one to give it

To heal a broken heart, is not an ordinary choice you suffer to heal

Depressing yourself is not a rightful way to heal your broken heart

I thought it was love, but lied to myself

believing you was the mistake I made

I don't understand how you can be so indecisively cruel; do you care for

my well being, or if this is just an illusion to fill temporary satisfaction

I haven't found anyone better for me than you
and I'm too stubborn to call you on the phone

How did we even get in to this mess that we can't escape from

we'll see each other again and if that chance happens I'd give it a shot